Hey guys. I'm bored. It's like, 12:20, so go figure, I have nothing to do. I can't watch a movie cuz my whole family is asleep and the movie would wake them up, and listening to music only takes me so far. My girlfriend's a normal human being. She got tired and fell asleep during our texting conversation. Don't wory babe, it's all good (I'm just going to tell you that ahead of time cuz I know you're going to appologize for it when you read this. Don't feel bad. People need to sleep). The reason I can't sleep is cuz I have like, a million thoughts running through my head right now and I've been laying in my bed for a little less than 3 hours thinking about them. Most of them are about my girlfriend, some are about my dad, some are about things I'm not going to post on here, and some are about how I wish I could go to sleep already. The thing that really pisses me off is that school starts on Monday. The only reason I'm happy is because I get to see my girlfriend everyday. What I don't like is everything else. I have to put up with a bunch of people I don't like, classes I hate but most of them I can't even sleepin anymore cuz my teachers are starting to crack down on me about it, I'm actually not even allowed to put my arm around my girlfriend. If that's not gay then I don't know what is. Is putting my arm around her, IN FREAKING PUBLIC, WHERE EVERYONE CAN SEE US, going to somehow lead to sex? No, it's not, so then what makes it wrong? We are under constant supervision, which I really don't mind to an extent. There is no way we are going to have sex, and even if we did, it's between us, and, should our parents find out, between our parents. The school should be just that: a school. They have no right to interfere with our lives outside of the school. I was suspended for rumors and an old post on my myspace, which has now been deleted thanx to that whole thing. I am seriously sick of restrictions. I thought my parents were strict. I thought my girlfriend's parents were strict, but my school is ridiculous. I never thought I'd ever say this, but I got yelled at for having my arm around my girlfriend at lunch, and they called my mom, who thought it was the most retarded thing in the world. She came up to me and was like "Your school is ridiculous". I'm honestly at a loss. I just can't wait to graduate. Whatever. It's like, a year 1/2 away. I'll make it.