Damn. Today was pretty much the most f*d up day of the year. At this point I'm going to censor everything I write because my school is so gay that they would suspend me if I so much as cuss on this stupid f*ing blog. I f*ing hate my school. It's full of narks who don't know the first thing about loyalty. I swear to God. Most of the students would suck a teacher's dick just to get that extra f*ing brownie point. Honestly, I feel like a f*ing b*tch rite now. I'm so pissed off but instead of putting a hole in the wall or picking a fight with my step dad or something, I'm b*tching about it on this stupid f*ing blog. How gay is that? I feel like a f*ing homo rite now. So here's what happened: This morning me and my girlfriend (I love you so much baby) are sitting in my gay f*ing history class before it started and we didn't think anyone was looking, so we snuck a few kisses in because as soon as that moment ended we probably wouldn't get another chance like that for a while, and the people in the front of the class were looking at the stupid f*ing whiteboard, cuz they were doing some stupid math sh*t, and even if they did see it they were all my friends so none of them would say anything, right? Yeah f*ing right! I'm such a f*ing dumb sh*t! Why the f*ck would anyone stay loyal to a friend? I mean "Ho's before Bro's" right? Isn't that the way it goes? Or is it "Bro's before Ho's"? At this point I don't f*ing know anymore. Maybe it's just that I'm in deep sh*t cuz I don't know how private school's moral standards work. Whatever th f*ck your guy's problem is, I don't know. What I do know is that I, and the select few that I stand for, will be the one(s) that will succeed in life. As for the rest of you f*ing haole-ass motherf*ers, have fun sucking dick the rest of your lives. By the time you figure out that you all f*ed up by living your lives as stupid f*ing assholes who only know how get ahead in life by f*ing other people over, everyone will already hate you and it'll already be too late. The only reason most people don't hateyou now is because most of the people you know are exactly like you. I hate you. Not just the person who narked on me. All of you asshole narks. I hate all of you. I hate all of you, I hate my school, and I hate this piece-of-sh*t town that I live in. I just hope that whoever narked on my is happy. I love Noelle. I really do. I love her more than anything I've ever known. I litterally don't want to live if I can't have her. I've never felt this way about anyone before. I honestly want to spend the rest of my life with her. I seriously love her that much. I can't live without her, and even if I could, I wouldn't want to. There wouldn't be any point. Now that I've found someone that I really love, someone that I'm "addicted" to, someone that means more to me than anything else that I can imagin, what would be the point in living without her? I hope you have a f*ing answer because when you narked me out, you f*ed both of us over because I know she feels the same way. I hope you're f*ing happy because after you narked, her parents got a phone call saying we were "making out 'big time'" or some gay sh*t like that and now they mite make us break up. There's nof*ing way I'm going to sleep tonight, and probably the next three nights either.

Baby, I'm so sory. I feel like I pressured you. I'm almost positive that I pressured you. I'm such an asshole, huh? All I know is that even if your parents try to break us up, they'll have to move to Camodia or some gay-ass remote island or something because even a restraining order couldn't keep me away from you. I love you too much to let some b*tch-ass, backstabbing nark f*ck up what we have. I promised you we would always be together, and I won't let some little punk turn me into a liar. I love you so much and I promise you I'll never give up on 'us'. I love you too much. Tu tienes mi corazon...