i use to think love was stupid, that it was only for people who found the only girl they could get, or that it was for people who gave up their dreams because they couldn't make them come true...and then i met a girl that made me feel good, and i thought i loved her, but she chose her own path and i couldn't go in the same direction she went, and we broke apart. my thoughts changed. i thought love was a wish that could never come true, that it only gave false hope that there was someone out there that you could love and never have to leave, but then i met you. you made me realize that love is more than just an idea. i love you Noelle, and I'll never give up what we have. i can't explain the way i feel when I'm with you, or even when i think about you. you're everything i ever wanted in a girl, and more importantly, you love me too. you are the only girl I'll ever want to be with. you are the girl i want to wake up next to and kiss good morning every day, and kiss good night every night. i want to spend every second of the rest of my life with you. i love you. i love you more than i can even imagine. i cant live without you. i cant think about anyone but you, even when i try. i love you so much.

this post is for Noelle Watkins, the girl that has my heart. i love you baby

i miss u. my mom says i might be able to call u today so im being extra nice 2day. i cant wait. by the time u read this hopefully ill have already called u. i love you so much. u know ur the only girl i care about (outside of my family of cors). we'll get thru this. i promis. i love you

baby, u know u mean the world to me, and that i wldnt trade u for any other girl on the planet. i love u so much and nothing cld ever make me love u less. i love u as much as i did a month ago, 2 months ago, even three months ago (be4 u knew i loved u and i thot i did but wuznt shr). u r my future and i wldnt want 2 change ne of it. i love u

its late and i cant sleep again. i wish you were here with me right now. i wish you were lying right next to me so my bed wouldnt be so cold. i wish i could put my arms around u so my heart wouldnt be so cold. my whloe life is collapsing right here infront of me and i cant help but laugh. all because of you. its not your fault, stuff like this just happens. i wont give up. im not that kind of guy, not for you. if it was any other i would have quit a month 1/2 ago wen things got compicated the 1st time. all these obsticals are doing is making us stronger. all they are doing is proving to you that i really do love you, because with just a few words i could be gone forever, but ill never say those words. ill never quit. ill always love you. in a year from now well look back on this and laugh about it, and 4 or 5 months later ill propose to you, and a year after that well be in australia checking out the great berier reef, or living in new yor like you've always wanted, or in venice, italy, like we always use to talk about. where ever we'll be, we'll be happy and my dad will be ed off that i didn't join the navy like he wants me to do (i don't know why). do you know the best part? its all gonna happen soon. i promise. i love you.

-this is to you, noelle. so if ur not noelle, don't get excited cuz its not 4 u