When I say I miss you, it's true every time

When I say I'll never leave you, I mean it all the time

When I say I Love You, no one could love anyone more than I love you

Friday, March 28, 2008

i use to think love was stupid, that it was only for people who found the only girl they could get, or that it was for people who gave up their dreams because they couldn't make them come true...and then i met a girl that made me feel good, and i thought i loved her, but she chose her own path and i couldn't go in the same direction she went, and we broke apart. my thoughts changed. i thought love was a wish that could never come true, that it only gave false hope that there was someone out there that you could love and never have to leave, but then i met you. you made me realize that love is more than just an idea. i love you Noelle, and I'll never give up what we have. i can't explain the way i feel when I'm with you, or even when i think about you. you're everything i ever wanted in a girl, and more importantly, you love me too. you are the only girl I'll ever want to be with. you are the girl i want to wake up next to and kiss good morning every day, and kiss good night every night. i want to spend every second of the rest of my life with you. i love you. i love you more than i can even imagine. i cant live without you. i cant think about anyone but you, even when i try. i love you so much.

this post is for Noelle Watkins, the girl that has my heart. i love you baby

12 comments:

my place said...

hey baby... i got chills just reading that...today i was just thinking bout how stupid i'd feel if i was the one hanging on to this relationship and u were the one who wanted to move on...im just going to hav to accept the fact that u r not even close to being anything like the guys i've dated before...im going to hav to accept that im not going to hav to worry bout u wanting to leave me...im going to hav to accept that iv found the one, the one who will never hurt me, the one who loves me and showed me that i deserve true love, the one i want to spend the rest of my life with, the one i'm absolutely in love with and the one, i can't and won't live without. i love you so much love always and forever, noelle p.s. how did u like my 'bam' on ur last letter? lol iv been practicing

my place said...

hey baby i love u...i havent heard from u in awhile and i havent had time to write so im leaving a comment...lol...so i jst wana kno wats going on in ur life right now...howz skool going? hows rugby? i miss u so much...not much has changed here...adam manning finally got a chica tho ol...he's kinda going out wit da sophmore, esther silvers, idk if u remeber her but they r moving rlly fast, well at least he is,and i warned him of wat cld happen if u take things too fast...but all he knows is that he likes the feeling of being all ovr her so wat duz itmatter wat i say rite? they aren't evn going out yet and he like holds her all the time and they hold hands n stuff n i jst hope he dsnt force her into sumthn...other news is ducan is leaving n he's gona work at masters college nxt yr, but other than that evrything is jst the same...i heard uv been goin to youth grp wit scotty n i heard u showed up at a volley bal game lol it seems like evryone has gotten to c u again sept me...i evn went to dat staples u applied at jst in case u were already wrking and i wld get a chance to c u...lol and da chick there said to call and ask for angela(i think dat was her name)if u had any questions bout ur application...but im still jst as in love with u as i evr was...yup nothing has changed...i miss u so much and i cnt wait till i cann c u again...love always and forever ...noelle p.s. i think the carnival is on april 24th, but im not positive, u cld ask scotty to b sure... jst incase u wanted to show up wit ur fam... i got a bunch o pics in da art show too...lol if u wantd 2 c those...i love u

my place said...

k actually the carnival is on the 17th... lol srry i think formal is the 24th...

my place said...

k actually the carnival is on the 17th... lol srry i think formal is the 24th...

my place said...

hey baby i miss you so much....i love you with all my heart and i can't wait to see you again...u mean everything to me...love always, noelle

my place said...

hey baby... is everything ok? i havent gotten a letter, a phone call, or a comment? i jst wanted to see how you are doing... i love you! love always, noelle

my place said...

Hey baby, happy 4-month anniversary… lol… today is also my friend’s anniversary, they have been together for 2 yrs and 4 months. I love you so much, I miss you and I cnt wait to c u again… plz write back… noelle

my place said...

hey justin how was ur trip? i havent heard from u for a while jst wana c watcha up to... n c wat else is goin on... write bak... noelle

my place said...

hey um i was jw... did u tell my bro wat bk means? write bak... noelle

my place said...

hey,
i no u mat not get this for a while but i jst wana keep up dated on wats goin on n stuff, well i kinda wrote a poem bout it on my blog but um well april 24th was the formal and the whole night i was wishing u were there, it was rlly fun n we had an after party wit a dj until 1:30 am, but anyway half way thru the formal i look at my fone and i had a voicemail n i listened to it n it was bree, she was crying and she said..."noelle i can't get ahold of mom so can u call her? dad just tackled jeremy and he's hurting him.. can u plz call mom and tell her to call me back..." and i called my mom and finally got ahold of her, but i was so scared... he has never done something ike that, but jeremy kinda had it coming to him, he's just getting more and more uncontrolable but jeremy was just screaming and slamming doors so my dad took him in a head lock to try to control him... and it scared he crap out of me... so plz jst pray that jeremy can get himself under control and that my dad would calm down too... but other than that the new news goin round skoo is dat david stroud has cancer, idk if u kno who that is but he's a friend of ours dat used to go to this skool but now he goes to valencia. he's 16, and he used to date laura tice in 8th grd, but he says thrs a 70% chance that he will b ok... but its jst scary and we were tlking bout dis today in bible, how he nvr planned dis, david planned to get a basketball scholarship to a college and he planned to graduate highschool... cancer was nvr part of the plan, but it jst shows u that u nvr kno where ur life is going, u just ha to trust it fully to god bcuz he is the only one who knows ur final day, ur final word n ur final breath. i was also thining bout wat wld happen if i evr found out i only hv like 6 months to live... wat wld i wana do b4 id die, wat wld i want to experience b4 i was gone. its jst a vry scary thot.... but i rlly wana kno wat elses is happenin wit u? how r u? and how is lfe at home? i jst hope u kno how much i love u... i love u so much, i forgot to wear dat necklace u gave me n i was sooooooooo mad, i cldnt believe i forgot... i hav worn dat necklace evry single time iv wlk out of the house since u gave it to me.... well i miss u soooooooooooo much, only about 2 1/2 weeks till i can c u again... i cnt wait...
love aways and forever,
noelle

my place said...

i love u so much and i cant wait to see you on saturday! im seriously so ecited! i love you with all my heart... love always and forever... noelle

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